So I just got my grade back from my most recent Chemistry test, and somehow it managed to be worse than the one before that (which was pretty bad). I almost wonder if I would have gotten a better grade if I hadn’t studied, because I’m not sure it could have gotten worse. What exactly is it about Chemistry that I don’t get? There’s not a lot of math--well, not difficult math, and I’m pretty sure the concepts aren’t that difficult. Is it the tests? Me? Am I programmed to be unable to understand Chemistry? (You realize that if this was tied into Biology I’d probably understand it perfectly.)

I feel like shit.

I’ve got two projects, two papers, three finals, moving out, reading, writing…

I just want this semester to be over.

At this point, I don’t really care if I have to re-take Chemistry. Which I probably WILL.